Spring time

Ok so I haven't posted in forever, so I figure I better.. Where to start...

Well no longer working at Kia.. Haha.. Funny story, well now it is, wasn't so much then. Ended up getting dumped, and then a few days later his mom(who was my boss at the time) fired me.. Nice eh? Gotta love people. Anyhoo, after a few different interviews, and a couple job offers I found me a GREAT job! I work from home for an online college booking appointments for clients and calling people that requested information about us. The guy works with my doctor appointments and is very good about that. I was worried about working from home, and not around people but its been so nice..

I'm finally getting use to this menopause thing. I get another shot for it in May, so I'm a little worried wondering if I'm going to have the strong emotions like the first time I got the shot for it, but where they have me on hormones I'm crossing my fingers I won't. I still every once in a while can tell they are still messed up and start bawling at the drop of a hat, but nothing compared to what it was before. I'm checking with different doctors, I like mine but I'm not sure if he knows what to do with me. I'm still having pain, so I went to talk to him wondering if the shot didn't work as well as we'd hoped and right then he flat out said, well I think we just need to do a hysterectomy now, SO... I'm gonna check around before something like that happens.. But I'm handling dealing with it a million times better, except when people tick me off and I feel like decking them.. Haha but I was like that before, so its all good =)

I've been getting back into realizing what AMAZING friends I have.. I kind of hid out there for a while after surgery and trying to adapt with that, and dealing with a certain guy(who shall remained nameless) that I wasn't too happy with for a LONG time! Haha! Still makes me sad/mad when I really think about it, but oh well. So after I finally just decided to heck with it, I've been loving life!

I started singing again! A friend of mine that has a band, told me to come practice with his band one day, so I went over and we've talked about me doing some shows with him. I love it! Its a whole new experience for me singing with a band instead of my boring old Karaoke music! I'm learning a lot, and when I watch them play I'm amazed! We've talked about doing a couple songs with the whole group sometime, but we've also just ran through some songs with just me and him and talked about doing a few acoustic gigs. Trust me, I can't shut up about it! I've missed singing, and never knew of anywhere to sing besides the cornfest and rodeos in the summer. So its been a really good experience.

Other than that its been the same ol same ol.. Cameron just turned one a couple weeks ago! I can't believe how fast she's growing. I can't get enough of her.

She was so tired at her party, she didn't have a nap earlier that day, but she was still fun!

She wasn't quite sure what to do with the cake in the beginning, but she figured it out.

She got a bit of a sugar buzz!

She loves her grandpa

Birthday girl!

That's about it in my exciting life. Waiting to go play in Salt Lake with Amy and go see everyone up there! Its been way too long since I've seen all my old friends up that way.

Besides that just workin, playin, and singin! Always a good time!

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