Here we are again

So I made it to the Showdown on the 4th at the Sunbowl.. Yahoo.. The prelims were very interesting to say the least, but o well.. I cant wait.. I was hoping to have more of my family there, my uncle was going to try to be there from California but couldnt make it.. And my sister was going to try and come but cant.. But I know I will still have people there that I love.. I cant wait.. I'm learning my songs and am going to be ready..
Other than that its about the same, still looking for a full time job, I love the resturant but need full time.. One of these days something will come around.. Its starting to get hard to still be hopeful.. I really need something to get me out of debt faster, but just cant find anything.. And when I feel like something is looking up it falls thru.. Funny how people that are really trying cant get a job, but then other people that really could care less find one in a heartbeat.. Tell me how thats fair? Drives me nuts... O well
I'm starting to learn who in my life is really there for me, and whos not thats for sure.. Far too many times I've found I have a lot of fake people in my life, and I'm seeing that again, only this time I just laugh.. Its starting to just get kinda funny.. So right now I'm just trying to take one day at a time and get thru them... Some are easier than others and some I still really struggle with, but I guess its the struggles that get us to each happy moment... And sometimes a good cry is what we all need..
My neices are coming down for a week, and I cant wait.. They are so cute, and I dont get to see them enough.. So this week will be fun with them around.. I hope that Lance's 2 girls will be able to come down for a few days also..
Well thats about it for now.. I will let you know how the 4th goes.. I'm sure I will get some pictures posted up also.
Tac

Showdown

So I made it past the first round of the showdown... They called me last monday and told me that I will be singing at the prelims on Monday the 22nd at the Elks lodge... I'm excited.. Mika made it too, so I'm excited she will be there to help me!!!
I have my songs picked out and have been practicing and feeling good about them until yesterday... I have been feeling popping in my ears and some pressure, and have talked to the doctor a few times and they just said it was fluid, got me some nose spray and away I went... But after the spray was gone it has come back, slight at first, but it hit hard yesterday... I woke up with the worst pressure in my ears and I could feel them and now my nose draining, and to top it off my throat had a tickle... So I called the doctor and got more nose spray and he told me to start on a decongestant.. And today my throat is even more scratchy... So I'm taking vitamin c every hour, benedryl, when im not at work, a decongestant, plus the nose spray, and probably going to start drinking lemon water with honey.. There is no way I'm going to sing Monday sick, so I'm doing everything I can to knock it out of me... Its kinda funny cuz I swear everytime I know I'm going to sing somewhere important I get sick.. O well... haha.. So hopefully its gone by Monday... Cross your fingers..
But I'm way excited to sing.. I have a ton of people helping me with song choices and everything, so I feel good about it! I hope everyone can come out and watch... I think its going to be really fun, just to hear all the talented people we have here in southern utah.. I'm excited to get to know them... I will keep you updated how monday goes, I'm sure next saturday when I'm working at Remax again!
Love Tac!

Hello All

Here I am again... It a slow day at Remax so I figured I'd blog a little bit.. There really hasnt been anything too exciting happen since the last post, but oh well right...
Well I got another epidural in my neck thursday, still hurts like a bugger, but I can tell a HUGE difference in how my neck is starting to loosen up.. So I will have to deal with the pain cuz they really are worth it.. Hopefully this was my last one in a while, but we'll see...
I got my cd handed in yesterday (very last day to hand it in for the showdown.. whos a procrastinater? Yup that'd be me..) But its in.. So thats good.. I'm not really gonna get my hopes up this year about making it very far.. So we'll see if I even get a call back..
Things with work are doin really well... I'm still at Remax and the resturant, but looking for something full time during the week.. I love working with Carson and Rochelle, I just need something a lil more...
And I finally started physical therapy... hooray! So hopefully I get done with that and can get back into school soon.. I will have to do nite school so I can get a full time job, but thats ok. As long as I'm back and trying to get done with it.
The diet is going really well.. I havent been feeling very well since the epidural and my infusion Wednesday, so I've only been doin sit ups, but I do them forever every nite, and I'm definately sore from them... I just have to remind myself that when I weigh the next morning that I'm gainin muscle cuz I'm not droppin the pounds like I'd like to, but I'm almost in all of my old pants I've had forever, so I know I'm getting results..
Other than that, nothing else is really new... Me and Jordan have just been hangin out watching the finals.. GO MAGIC!!!! =)
I really couldnt ask for a better guy in my life, he takes such good care of me... Hes at every doctors appointment, holding my hand when I get stuck with needles, how he can watch is beyond me.. But hes there.. And I thank my Heavenly Father for him every nite... Hes amazing and I couldnt ask for anyone better... I love you babe.. Forever and Ever!!
Well this is a long and boring post.. I lead such an exciting life huh??
Well until next time I love you all~
Tac

SuMmEr FuN!!

Wow I cant believe how warm its gotten.. whew!! With trying to stay cool in this hot weather me and Jordan have been going down to the virgin river, whether its just to swim at a spot that he found with his parents or to skim board with his new board he got... I actually have given it a try and even tho I'm horrible its pretty fun... I really enjoy it a lot...

Here's some pictures of us at the river in Hurricane... The hike down is so pretty... The hike up the mountain is a lil harder tho... I usually huff and puff it up, but I'm getting better!

Jordan sculpted my name in the sand

Hiking up the trail

Me and Joss looking for lizards... took us forever!!
Showing off the beautiful scenery... its kinda dark

Hanging out in the nice water
Me and Jordan... Fun times... I will put up some pictures of us skim boarding when I get some